ARGH!

It's been a tough.. time.

Essentially it has all felt like




Yup.
Pretty much.

Sums it up I think.
Especially the last one.

But, when things get tough. I guess I just got to get tougher.
Its been tiring though. Being.. strong.

I am entirely grateful for this passage that I read today.

And now, I am inspired by the Moses Sole fish.

Pretty impressive little bugger that.
Speaking of which..
Looking forward to my next dive.

=)

Soon i hope.. sooooon....

Getting Naked

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

Do you know how I figured it out?

"Gossip".

I remembered the day someone asked you about me, and you replied "I don't do gossip."
And suddenly, one-and-half weeks after you had flatly denied everything... I remembered something you said.. "Don't be so glued to gossip."

That's when it clicked. And I started asking questions. And things crystallized for me.

This is why I am disappointed with you.

Because I got naked with you. And.. well, I can't be sure of anything with you at this point, but I thought that you got naked with me too.

I opened up my soul, let you in. And you were privy to my thoughts, fears, hopes and dreams.
You opened up and I knew your goals, your fears, your past, your troubles.

Someone told me, that you had once described what we had as beyond anything you had experienced.

How easily you forgot.

And just like that..
You destroyed something, that was so special.

----

Grace put her pen down, as a rogue tear made it past her cheeks, and dropped onto the last word turning it into a blur.

She turned to her phone and read through her chat history...
And wondered, what the hell had happened.

How a sweet, sincere guy who seemed down to earth, could have morphed to this vindictive, spiteful, vengeful and hurtful creature with nary a thought for her feelings, even as a friend.

“What irritated me most in that entire situation was the fact that I
wasn’t feeling humiliated, or annoyed, or even fooled. Betrayal was
what I felt, my heart broken not just by a guy I was in love with, but
also by, as I once believed, a true friend.” 
― Danka V., The Unchosen Life

Papped

For the life that celebrities lead, the millions they are paid are also in part to make up for the inconveniences that they have to face. Like, paparazzi. (Sure, of course they also get tons of swag, get invited to cool do's etc, but oh well.)

For me, I pity people on the side. Friends. Relatives. People who don't necessarily want to be in the limelight, but can't avoid it at times.

Today- papp pics that made me laugh a little..

Unfortunate friend of Alec Baldwin's new bride, Hilaria Thomas got papped......... and accidentally flashed her spanx.

Poor girl. Once she sees these photos, she will probably wish she had held the garment bag to cover her face, and not  Hilaria's instead.

oopsie daisies- spanx spotted on the far left!

Moving swiftly on.. 

This unfortunately was published in TNP.

While usually, most of the times a picture says a thousand words. In this case- the captions say even more.

If you can't read the caption it says
"She had her period and felt uncomfortable wearing a tampon"

Context? This luscious babe, Sarah, was one of the contestants in this year's Miss Singapore World. And, unfortunately, she was penalised for wearing jeans during the bikini segment.

In the end, 1.6m tall (which, technically, is very very short for a pageant queen) Karisa Sukamto walked away with the crown. She herself was pretty shocked at her win.

As for the poor girl with her period. Well, she came in 3rd. And hopefully will learn how to use a tampon soon.